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Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 14:32:22 GMT

relink. AGAIN! xanga no. 6! wheee (=

www.xanga.com/ooxclarebear

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 10:17:44 GMT

HABEMUS PAPAM!!

PRAISE GOD!!

Pope Benedict the 16th. woOt!!

Monday, April 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 08:53:17 GMT

ayyy.....im fasting for s300 now. oooh its gonna be tough...but i know i can do this (: one whoooooole yeaaar....

no potato chippies and no soft drinks...ayyayayayayy hard,eh.... keep reminding me, k? haha i might forget...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 09:26:32 GMT

ah haha ah haha ah haha!! im back from ILC!!! OMG IT WAS GREAT BEYOND DESCRIPTION!!!

im serious!! everything was just so so WOOOOOOOOAAAHHHH!!!

the plane ride was fuuuun...jon was trigger happy.hogging my camera like no one's busines...and kate....haiya kate....she didnt wanna stop playing super mario!! the stewardess had to like, STOP her...haha and the pressure started getting to me, and i started squealing and all sorts of crazy butt stuff. and we did a roller coaster ride when we landed....whee hee hee and some crowd waves...well...not really...but three's already a crowd, right? haa ha

then kuya jo and kuya dave and kuya paul and ate ivy and ate something and some more met us at the airport!! hahahaha i kinda tripped on my way out of the plane....hehe and then we were all squished into the tiny AGAT-style van...like, all 10+ of us....ahaha squish squish squish!!

yeah....travelled for at least 3hours...cant remember...too sleepy...hehe and i had a panic attack cuz i thought i didnt bring my contact lenseses solution and i would have to wear my icky glasses....haha

so we finally reached subic park hotel at like, 1 or 2am...and the saudi delegates were still awake!! some of them were standing by their doors all groggy-eyed and saying hi at the same time...haha ate shae was there!!

we went to sleep the moment was got into the room...too tired for anything else!! wa ha ha and woke up at around 7 to get to the conference site by 9....it was HOOOOOOT!! like really really hot...all us foreign delegates were wearing yellow with this really pretty yellow cap...special for us...hehe and there i found uri...and su lee...and ate shae...and ate laks....and KUYA FRED....and ate ella...and ate sheh...and kuya bonn....and kuya bernzzz...and the whole buncha...it was awesoooooome

and thats how i got sunburnt horribly....im dark now....really really dark...haha but its a pretty tan...and every time u touch my shoulders, the dolly screams "OW!!"....so u know where to go for some amusement.

yeah and we had praise and worship under the scorching hot 10am sun!! 9000 delegates total!! but we were only full strength by night...u know, some of the delegates had to travel by boat for like 3-4 days from places like mindanao and the like....amazing and inspiring, eh?? and we just took the plane....haha

anyway, this is to be continued....there's too much to fit in one entry!! will write again soon....theres so much homework!! hehe

till next time

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 03:56:07 GMT

www.yfcsingapore.multiply.com

our very own!! (=

i know this was waaaay over due. but i guess its never too late...

CFC is now APPROVED by the Registration of Societies!!!

*SCREEEEEEEAAAAMMM!!!* wooOoOoOt!! can't believe it was so fast..only three months!!

there, got that out. hehe im supposed to be at a unit meeting now...but im not. ah well...gonna be staying at debbye's tonight after catechism!! whee hee hee hee mom and dad are in JB having some retreat thingy...and we're gonna have a YFC PA tomorrow!! yaaaaayyyyyyeeeeee!!

ok im done screaming...its so boring in here...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 13:32:09 GMT

Only You by April Donnelly

You are too sweet to be true,

And that is why I love you.

You are always in my dreams,

And way to far away it seems.

You will always be mine,

In my heart and always in time.

In everything I say and do,

I will always be thinking of you.

I Love You!!!

yep, bear's gone emo today....haaaaii... i miss fun fun fun. i miss talking late into the night with my bestest friends with barely any care in the world. i miss yfc. i miss mi amigas (this one's for aika). i miss not doing any homework for a day. i miss enjoying school. i miss that someone who's always there for me. i miss my new phone (its gont already). i miss the silly buttheads i always goof around with (you know who you are!!). i miss singing. i miss practically everything.

i don't make any sense..

something's come over me. i haven't been praying much, i keep making excuses not to. i don't wanna do anything good anymore. i can't control my temper as good as before. it's like my total being is undergoing a slow destructive process... i just can't seem to do things like before. everything's changed for the worse.

PLUS, i don't know what to do with you.

resolution for today: pray and apologise and ask God's help

till the time i feel much better...(which should be tomorrow (= )

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 12:54:09 GMT

ha ha ha ha ha its tuesdaaaaaaayyyy todaaaayyyyy

and tomorrow will be nicoooooolleeeeee's birthdaaaayyyyy!!! wheeeee!!

i need to do this now, cuz i won't have the time tomorrow...so

HAPPY BIG FAT BIRTHDAY
NICOLE MURILLO!!!

i miss you to tiny bits and pieces!!! baaaahhh!! you, wearer-or-pink, yooooou!! hee hee yes, i still have that picture....wa ha ha ha

anywaaaay, i think im gonna fail chinese...just sat for a test today...ew i think i kinda didnt do half of it, or more....i dozed off twice!! haaaaah clare is a butthead.fancy falling asleep in tests...

ah well.gotta go do more work now....icky geography...GREEEN revolution...what the heck?

till next next time....

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 09:55:08 GMT

whee hee hee im talking to deebbyyeeee noooow...she's saying "hi, xanga...." in this really looooow tone of voice...hahaha shes talking and talking and talking...and we keep forgetting what we were gonna say....haha she forgot something for the overnighhhhht!!! waaa haa haaaa ha ha telling me about the overnight now....its so funny...

we did runs for PE today...got this baad baaaad feelig that my legs are so gonna cramp up tomorrow....haaaha butthead teachers...wonder who on earth let NAPFA happen....yeeeeecchh...so im all icky and sticky now...wanna go bathe...bye for now (=

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 10:52:50 GMT

stolen from pau...a little bit of stuff to think about here... (=

those who live faithfully by the Beatitudes no doubt will definitely get persecuted by

those who have yet to see the Light. remember Jesus? yeah... He was crucified for

that. why then should we follow the Beatitudes when all we get are chidings from the

outside world...? it's quite simple really. it's cuz we love God.

what the Beatitudes teach us is quite contradictory to what the world is expecting from

us. yeap... it's just like walking through a big crowd... only that you're going in the

opposite direction. so it's like there's this huge mass of people going against you. life

with God is pretty much similar. along the way, you'd get pushed by some... or fall

down even... but as long as you know where you're going and know that what you're

doing is right, then don't stop. get back on your feet and just keep on pushing against

the crowd. you'd be glad to know that when the crowd's gone, Jesus is there at the

end.

it's the love for Him that drives us. we wanna do the right thing for Him cuz we know

that it pleases Him. =} and there's nothing more beautiful than making the person

who died for you without ever getting to see your face then, happy, yeah? yeap. =}

so yeah, let's just do the right thing. even though the outcome is bad for us, let's do it

for God. He deserves all things good, including deeds. LET'S ROCK FOR GOD!

AMEN TO THAT!!

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 10:26:47 GMT

helloooo!! yay finally pulled off a new layout while doing my homework at the same time!!! be proud of me!! =D heh

anyway, we saw aunty fely off at the airport this morning...it was a sad time... but i wasnt feeling that much of a loss cuz she'd be meeting me when i go there next april.. so yeah.. hehe she gave me a tip before going...ask and u will find out what it is.... haha it was a really really BIG tip...

we had lotsa fun yester...spent dinner recalling all the stupid things i did and lucia did when we were wee small...haha kinda got embarassed cuz we were having dinner at the satay club at sembawang...hahaha but it was still fun...lucia's my dearest cousin, by the way...she's a nice person... its smiley day for me today!! hehe ive been in pretty high spirits today...dont know why...

ohohohohooo i missed the household leaders' overnight though....so so so so so jealous...you guys had so much fun!!! AND they got to do some ickle role playing...hehehe i heaaard already...but no one taped it...buuummm...just hope i wont miss the next one toooooo!! but i guess that one will happen in quite a while.....

today mom and i are cooking dinner...hahahaha messy messy messy!! gotta go help noooow...

till next time